|No subject can describe How I feel right now..
||[Jan. 5th, 2004|05:33 am]
I just found out one of my really good friends and her boyfriend died on New Years Eve. She was staying the night over at her Boyfriends house and they were in the bed when three dudes broke into the apartment and shot them, She was shot twice in the back of the neck and he was shot in the head..... I have no idea why exactly someone one do that? Why? Why is life so fucked up..and Why is God so CRUEL? She Just got well again from being in a wreck, they thought she wasn't going to make it.. and she did, then they said she'd never walk again.. but she started walking,I saw her two weeks ago at Club Oxygen.. She was fine... but why did she have to die dude, she was only 26, she hadn't even lived her life yet.What is this world coming to? I am so torn up about this. I don't know what to do.. I don't know.. My mother called me this evening and told me.. |
--She said " Jess are sitting down ?" I said" No!"
-- she said " You need to sit down" so I did
-- I said.. "Mom what is it.. is it about you? Is it about Amber? Is it about Candace? What.. Is it someone I know?'"
--She said" Oh yeah.. you know her.. Jess... Christy died on New Years Eve.."
-- she said "No.. not bullshit"
Christy is one of my really good friends, I just don't exactly know what to do about this, I'm going crazy.. I don't know.. its Just really hard.. I think I'm going to go to bed now though, considering its almost six Am where I am... ::laughs:: I've been crying all night and I guess I just had to write this stuff down... yeah.. well I'm going to go now.. ::nods:: bye..